God and 9-11 Again

In the days following 9/11 terrorist attacks, I readily agreed with the general trend of thought that a good and loving God could not possibly be responsible for such horrible acts. (Yes, that also meant jumping on the “Bash-Falwell-Robertson” bandwagon.) I thought to myself that this is not God’s way of punishing America, but rather the natural progression of a world which exists separate from Him. My reasoning went that “people who have turned away from God need not be punished by Him; they do that all by themselves.”

Not a particularly sound theological outlook, I admit. Especially considering that our God is one who is in control, who has set things in place even before they happen. It’s not much of a step from there to arrive at the somewhat uncomfortable conclusion that, as with all human events, these terrorist attacks were not only allowed by God, but ultimately planned and caused by him.

That’s the point where you ask yourself, do you still trust our Lord? Perhaps you would answer no — if you were to rely solely on limited human wisdom. But myself, I am convicted that God is good. (Cue Don Moen: All the time!) And through eyes of faith, I continue to believe that God has a reason — a good reason — for all things he does. He is neither capricious nor cruel, and as the song goes, he is too wise to be mistaken, too good to be unkind. He loves all people with an infinite love, and will do what is best for the good of those who love him.

There are those who would call me a blind, foolish, childish sheep for this innocent outlook. So be it. Far better to receive God and his kingdom like a little child than to deny God’s existence simply because his plans and actions do not conform to human standards of how God should behave.

(Related material at GraceNotWorks.com.)

Mosquitoes and Small Wonder

Did you know that female mosquitoes only drink blood to prepare for for egg-laying? Otherwise, mosquitoes (male or female) are just like other insects, living off sugar from plant nectar.

In other news, it’s heartwarming to know that ******* Brissette, the little girl robot VICI of the old sitcom Small Wonder, has become a devoted born-again Christian, serving in counseling and music ministry in a Presbyterian church in San Diego. I wonder if she ever cracks Small Wonder robot jokes.

Dark and Gritty Webcam World

Wow, who would have thought the wild world of webcamming was so full of thorny perils and vicious teeth and claws? After a short chat with Ritchie, and a look at SurvivorCam, Internet Gossip, The Anti-Webcam-Girl Coalition, Daign’s camgirl reviews, and “Candy From Strangers”, I feel like I’ve seen a dark and gritty underside to the personal web which I’ve never but dipped my toes in. Best not to delve too deeply, I suppose. Wouldn’t want to see me flashing skin in exchange for wishlist contributions now, would we?

Doulos

I joined Tiff’s folks two Sundays ago to visit the Doulos, which (until yesterday) was docked at Manila North Harbor. Wow, I never thought the ship was so big. I had been expecting something about the size of Big Blue (the liveaboard we stayed on in Palau), but this was much bigger, more on the order of a frigate or a small passenger vessel. The only bigger ship I had ever been on in my life was the Queen Mary. (Did you know the Doulos has been in service since 1914? That’s just two years less than the Titanic.)

It being a Sunday, the ship was brimming with visitors. We lined up to climb the gangway along with hundreds of other people, and were greeted on deck by crewmembers from various ethnic backgrounds. (Yes, P. Mark, I know their greetings were sincere. :) From there we went down a flight of stairs and passed through a deck crawling with children, who ran about and clambered through the props of an indoor mini-playground and exhibition.

Out a door and around the corner, and we plunged into the Doulos Bookshop, which that day probably had as many people as books in it. What a mob. I didn’t find a Parallel Study Bible in the Christian section as I’d hoped, but I did get a copy of Dickens’ Bleak House (Jim’s recommendation) for only P100 (that’s just two dollars!), and Tiff snagged a book on Christian perspectives on Advent. We almost got a few C.S. Lewis books, but we found the prices for those were even cheaper at NBS.

Forward from the main bookshop, there was a special discount bin, where, for P200, they would give you a Doulos bookbag, and you could stuff it with as many books as you could. That sounded like a nice all-you-can-eat deal, but to my dismay, all that was left in the crates was Heartsong Christian romance novels. Gag. (I did get a nice laugh out of the brand of crates the discount books were stored in: “The Great Aussie Crate… Mate!” I swear, you Aussies are crazy.)

The M/V Doulos itself is an impressive ministry. There are about 300 people on board, most of them full-timers who live on board with their families. They sail around the world, selling books, going on medical and humanitarian relief missions, and providing support and encouragement to Christian ministries internationally. Now, wouldn’t that make an interesting missionary opportunity…

CGIComments and DotComments

I’m ba-ack! Miss me?

It’s been rather busy behind the scenes, as I snatch minutes away from work and play to tweak code and add stuff to the site. I’ve just finished a day-long struggle with two different comments scripts: CGIComments and DotComments. My original intention was to use CGIComments for my blog, but it showed a few unsavory kinks which slowed page loading. Finally I opted to give up on CGI and go for the PHP-based DotComments, which I found much easier to handle, and which many of my other blog-friends are already using. It is not without its own share of problems, however, but I got them fixed with a bit of experimentation. So, as you can see, my blog now has comments! Be sure to say Hi to the Sanrio duck.

A lot of code has been cleaned up, with CSS streamlined on older layouts and DOCTYPE declarations added to all pages. Gone is the CGI script which I was using to archive my blog; I opted for a simpler frame-based interface which views old blog entries as unformatted HTML: simpler, faster, more reliable. (I still haven’t gotten down, however, to adding an “ahem” with some protection code for non-compliant browsers.)

New improved links page, and the guestbook has been tweaked and refreshed. As for my portfolio, it’s blank for now, while I design a new one in Flash. Give me a month or two for that, while I consolidate all the pertinent graphic design work.

(Sorry if I’m a bit incoherent in my writing. It’s 3 in the morning, and I haven’t slept.)

Well, it’s good to be back on-line. And just in time, too. It looks like the war has begun.

Lorem Ipsum

Read about the strange, arcane origins of Lorem Ipsum, the standard pseudo-Latin dummy text we graphic designers use to greek our layouts. Then, get it from here.

Tired, Sleepy, Allergic

You know what? I’m tired and sleepy and more than a little bit allergic today, and I have lots of work to do over the weekend. I’m going to take a break. See you in a few days. :P

Kirk and Crusher

It seems there’s some trouble in the future. Captain Kirk and Acting Ensign Crusher aren’t getting along too well. Tee hee! Okay, okay, I’ll stop. I know Uncle Wil isn’t too titillated by continued references to his brief tenure as a Next-Gen-Boy-Genius. Just click here for an entertaining first-hand account of a Vegas Trek Convention, from the lips of old Wesley himself. (Some profanity.)